I might as well start smoking.

All the people I hang around now and the places I go seem to be full of cigarette smoke. A few weeks back a party across the road in a garage saw 7 people smoking and two of us not. What was the point?!

Today at the pub I got chatting with a guy who chain smokes. I might as well be smoking them with him! It was a great conversation – he was involved with the Ananda Marga sect and then the Bahai faith.

I asked ‘why?’

‘Well – I guess I was just pretty lost’

Sometimes people know when their lives are up the creek – when they need to reach out to a higher power.